and i had it all at my fingertips, control of my life, i had absolute power because i knew myself but then something dark happened, i lost myself in the mist, in the midst of a little body i own. and what does this do to me, i doubt what i knew certain and forget things i doubted, it shook me. and so now i stand at this precipice, this cold doorway-borderline
cold, cold cold cold. cold. cold, cold. cold, so cold. the direction my life moves in now is unknown to me, its too far gone. i love it for that. i hate it for that. i ate it for that.
deserve